"IT IS YOUR PRACTICE, SET YOUR INTENTION"

Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. 25.

In a trance from the night before, she rose with intention to make peace, no matter what.
With positivity and grace, she woke with the spirit of transition she desperately needed to heal.
The peace to stop, no lingering about, waiting to be called or noticed because she choose the one, finding her practice seated deep within her inner core. Inhale. Exhale.
Inhale, raised head to the pain she will no longer feel, because she found enough peace to make the pain absent.
Floating in a cloud of acceptance, understanding, in the knowledge that this vessel can't be hurt no more.
365 pyramids, emotionally frail with anxiety, not knowing, nervous, cautious with approach holding on so tightly to feel the disconnection in her chest.
In the nineteen day of the eleventh month twenty-fourteen, she admit what she already knew but wouldn't let go.
She prays that this peace stays, that she smiles tomorrow and in the next and the next.
There is nothing wrong with her. Inhale. Exhale.
Peace, Love, Light.

30Layers30Days Where Are You

What is the best part of being where you are in your life right now, at this very minute?   All worries aside.  What is making you happy? What is going right? What simple things are you grateful for?

Feeling ever alive dwelling in a place of peace, putting my dreams into action, yes I am finally making long term plans on my own for myself! It is not a perfect place or plan and might actually take longer than normal to achieve them, but it is the planning which got me excited because for the first time, I am dealing with my anxiety, stress and mood swings. 

What is making you happy?

It is November which means another birthday and it going to be different because I have grown and learnt a massive lesson from my mistakes. I am feeling more and more accomplished, I am not depressed anymore, I woke up from low self-esteem, I know who  I am, I no longer think I am crazy or worthless enough to attempt  suicide again and I am more honest with myself. Also what is making me happy is that I am happy and I am saying it out loud. I AM HAPPY.

What is going right?

Life, knowing I am not Alone. God, knowing that I am His. Christ, knowing I am Saved. 

What simple things are you grateful for?

Every night, I pray and hope to dream not knowing if I would it make through the night. I can sleep in my own bed unchained, safe with my doors wide open. At sunrise, I open my eyes and take another breathe full of life with the same hope and a greater sense of acceptance. My mirror stands still and whispers "beautiful as ever" as I step out, grateful for friendships and all the encouragement I get from my warriors who pray, eat, love and walk with me.

 

Midnight reflection

In Him I Trust.
Be yourself always and when it isn't good enough.
Don't waste time been bitter for the things you are not, challenge yourself to be better.
I have discovered that I can't do it all on my own, no matter how hard I try.
Don't bother with humans something because we can't be trusted, even siblings betray each other, and best friends turn against each other.
But God, He never fails to fulfill His promises to cover me with all of Him.
All-knowing and seeing, He has my back always and up all day & night laying out His plans. So why would I go off on my own without seeking Him and let Him show me what is in the works, if I learn to be patient, hopeful and act out in faith like everyone else before me.
In Him I trust always whenever I look around me and someone has that something I want, I look up to my Father remembering His promise and be happy for them because I know it is a gift from God and mine is on the way. 
As always Beautiful Beloved Believed In 😘😘😘😘😘 #Faith #Hope #Love #Latenightpost #Reflection